I need need need to continue to write my life down. So much happens on a daily basis, funny shit too, and I would love to remember it all. However, my life is full of, well sometimes i feel nothing. Now i dont mean that in a negative way, but conversations with 2 toddlers and the health and safety of infants is quite boring.
Although i “survive” every day, i really feel that i am playing a game of survival and as a human it is those instincts that have set in. Because i am in survival mode, I truly believe i am also numb, numb to my day and my surroundings. I do not remember most daily occurrences that have happened since i have been pregnant with the girls. I want to remember them all, they are funny, some tragic, but mostly they are just the occurrences of my family. It is those everyday occurrences that make my family what it is.
If i am not able to blog every day, not sure that i can, I will try to do some “week in review” type of post. Hopefully if i set that goal, then there will be more posting along with (“oh amelia, if you tooka decent nap you would be happier”)….;
and there goes my wonderful ability to complete a thought, sentence for breath for that matter…… until tomorrow